Well, I just spoke with Tracey and we brought closure to our relationship. We both feel that things weren’t working out, but I dont think we agree on the reasons. She sees that we are right for eachother but haven’t had the chance to be ourselves or accept eachother for who we were. I think it was more of a case of we were not right for eachother which led to our not being ourselves or acceptinge achother. Either way, we agreed that if we were right that our timing was off and things, for whatever reason, weren’t working out.
I am both happy to be out of the relationship and sad about it. It’s a sigh of relief and a bit of grief all bundled together… I try to stay optimistic… for Tracey and for myself.