Well, I just spoke with Tracey and we brought closure to our relationship. We both feel that things weren’t working out, but I dont think we agree on the reasons. She sees that we are right for eachother but haven’t had the chance to be ourselves or accept eachother for who we were. I think it was more of a case of we were not right for eachother which led to our not being ourselves or acceptinge achother. Either way, we agreed that if we were right that our timing was off and things, for whatever reason, weren’t working out.
I am both happy to be out of the relationship and sad about it. It’s a sigh of relief and a bit of grief all bundled together… I try to stay optimistic… for Tracey and for myself.
My condolences, man. You two have been together for a long time, but I guess sometimes (and I hate it when people say this too, but it’s often true) some things are just not meant to be, no matter how much we’d like it to be otherwise. If you need anything let me know.
(ElemWiz – Paul)
I’m good… I’ve known for some time that we needed this and it just took this long for us to get to a point where we could both accept it.
The only thing you can do to help is let all your single friends know about me 🙂
Wow. You know, I got bored tonight and backtracked in your LJ a bit. And came across the “why I broke up with Tracey” entries from this month.
I wanted to say I’m sorry. I know its not my fault but the way I’ve been acting lately…I’m sorry. I care about you alot and don’t want to see you get hurt.
I know you know I was into BSB (even if you think they’re gay…LoL) one of their songs reminds me of you. “I’ll Never Break Your Heart” do me a favor and read the lyrics or if you dare, listen to it.
No thanks… I have no interest in BSB or their lyrics. In fact, I don’t listen to ANY music for the lyrics… Probably why I like dance music so much. I listen for the Rhythm and the beats.
Don’t be sorry, I’m not. And why would you say you dont want me to get hurt? I’m not, and I don’t plan to, however we all get hurt at some point in our life. It’s just a fact of life. I’ve been hurt several times before, and I am still kickin’ as strong as ever and I’ll probably be hurt again. It does not worry or upset me.
There’s a saying… Shit Happens… and you move on. A lot of people seem to have trouble grasping this.