It sucks when you realize that someone you love doesn’t love you back. At least not in the same way that you love them. You want to be with them all the time, and realize that you’re a good friend and nothing more. I wish I was the person I am reflecting. I am more ready and experienced to deal with this than the other perspn. I am on the other side of the fence forced to watch. Wanting to help. but realizing I am the problem, and not the solution.
We will see what the future holds.
If there is someone on your friends list you would love to have a fuckathon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal…
Had a good time with tonight. We saw Matchstick Men and hung out around her neighborhood for most of the night.
Okay, so I got my new work schedule. It’s both terrible and good at the same time…
I’ll be working from 6:00 AM until 2:30 PM….. The early start sucks, but the early ending is great. Plus it wont be that stressfull. Not too many people have computer problems (or call them in) at 6:00 in the morning!
Another plus is that I have Fridays and Saturdays off… That gives me all day/night thursday to sleep and catch up and I can still work for the radio station…yipee!!!!!!!
I hung out with again tonight. We spent the evening driving around and bullshitting… Stopped for coffee at Donuts (yes, THE donuts!)….We had a good time….
Especially when I saw her take the large black penis into her hand and put the tip in her mouth! She seemed to enjoy tasting the penis. Perhaps she has a new favorite snack! hehe It’s Snacktime!