Monthly Archives: May 2004

Things are fine with me and Kerri. We went to BLI’s Summer Jam last night. We had a great time. Kerri won tickets from BLI’s website so we got to go. Now, our tickets were for the second row!!! (from the BACK of the theatre! lol!)

We got our seats bumped up to the middle section (ground level) which was awesome, and then managed to get all the way up to appriximately the 6th row from the stage for Avril Lavigne’s performance at the end.

The show was pretty good. Most of the artists were Boy Bands (or ex boy band people), or dance artists (who I think would have been better suited for a club performance) but Avril was fun to watch (especially when she messed up. lol)

I wish I had my camera on me. It looked like they were letting people with real cameras in (There was a guy in front of us on line with a D100…damnit! I could have gotten AWESOME shots of Avril had I brought the 10D! Who’d-a-thunk-it!

After last night, I wasn’t sure if I was going to Summer Jam. left an away message stating that she was waiting for me to call her… I was waiting for her, so upon seeing that I called and we are going. I still don’t really know what to expect as we kind of left off a bit rocky last night. We’ll see….

First day of work….I made it through. It wasn’t that bad, though. I think I’ll like the hours once I train myself to get out of bed at 4AM! lol.. I really need to get MORE alarm clocks!

It sucks when you realize that someone you love doesn’t love you back. At least not in the same way that you love them. You want to be with them all the time, and realize that you’re a good friend and nothing more. I wish I was the person I am reflecting. I am more ready and experienced to deal with this than the other perspn. I am on the other side of the fence forced to watch. Wanting to help. but realizing I am the problem, and not the solution.

We will see what the future holds.

If there is someone on your friends list you would love to have a fuckathon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal…